mr right ?

what is ur definition of mr right ?
yeah, there are many answer of definition of mr right.. mcm2 maksod yg aku dpt . mrepek pon ade .

-Someone that has the same likes and interests that I do. (and some money wouldn't hurt!)

-Who is better then a King no one so there for I'm the definition of Mr. Right ( I LOVE ME SOME ME )

-A figment of one's imagination.
A made-up story to make little girls (and boys) happy.
A always desired, but never attained goal.

-So give a small window as to what I like in no particular order: Someone who is responsible; can be self reliant if needed; very intelligent; won't bore me; can joke and can take a joke; and most importantly, someone who will love me no matter what (that doesn't mean I should abuse that of course).

-MY DEFINITION OF MR. RIGHT IS A GUY WHO LOVES, CARES, SUPPORTS, AND CHERISHES YOU. LIKE MY FIANCE, HE IS HELPING ME TAKE CARE OF OUR SON WHO REALLY ISN'T BIOLOGICALLY HIS AND HE KNOWS THIS. WE WERE GOING OUT FOR 3 MONTHS BEFORE WE FOUND OUT I WAS 6 MONTHS PREGNANT. HE DOES EVERYTHING FOR ME AND OUR SON. I USED TO ASK HIM EVERY DAY FROM THE DAY WE FOUND OUT IF HE FELT ANY DIFFERENT ABOUT ME AND THIS WAS HIS RESPONSE: NO! I LOVE YOU EVEN MORE BECAUSE I KNOW YOU ARE BRINGING SOMETHING PRECIOUS INTO THIS WORLD AND I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED A LITTLE BOY!!!! SO NOW WE ARE WORKING ON HAVING THAT AMERICAN DREAM FAMILY IF NOT BETTER!!!  * sorry to say la , melalot kau pnye jwpn ! 


AND my definition of mr right is....
- no Mr Right in the world because nobody is perfect rite? so, fer me, no definition of mr right. yg ade hanya la MR GOOD ENOUGH . itu dh memadai bgku . 


* i still waiting for my Mr Good Enough :) who is him ? 

next destination :)

okay, my second destination is visit sabah bahh fer five days bahh.. yahoo bahh...!!

i don't know la nk pegi mane kat area sabah tu, just ekot jela bah.. 

mane la tau kn kn, kot kot terjumpa pkwe2 kat sabah tu bah.. seperti mamat2 ini , bahhh.... HAHA bahhh ! :P

moment + ? + buhh-duhh !

teringat moment mse hari jumaat lps. g maen bowling ngn kwn2 kelas. mmg fun gilaa beb. yg tak bole blh nye, baling bola, masok longkang. tak tau la kn, jmpi ape yg ade kt bola tuh. sengal gila !
so, yg jd winnernye, anis amira. dia yg 1st time main, mcm mne ntah bole jd winner. mmg terer la lu ! congrates babe ! huhu


okay la, mnyelit sikit psl sorg mamat nih .bkn nk prasaan la tp mmg dia yg ckp dia suka aku. dia okay, baik la jgak. ble call tuh, mmg fun gila. tp kn kn, ble dia ttibe ckp, 'i love you', 'syg', aduiii, seram la pulak. knpe melebih lak nih? alahai,, ni yg naik bulu keti nih. haha! knpe la cpt sgt buat luahan prasaan ? adoiyai ! i dont know , maybe sejak pnh 'trauma in love' , ble org ckp dia suka kt aku je, aku ssh nk terima. maybe aku belom betol2 jmpe yg terbaik kot. eishh ntah la kn, seram sejuk beku la cte psl nih..


pls give me time okay . :)


jgn la buhh-duhh sgt okay !
-ade la dua ekur hamba allah nih yg tak tau la sape kn, diorg nih , nth la kn, maybe nk jeleskan aku kot. tulun la wahai psgn kekasih itu, aku tak jeles lgsg ngn korg. korg nk buat ape pon, buat la, tak de sape nk mara wahai kekasihh itu hoii ! lantak korg la. ade aku kesah ? so, behave yourself la you all ye . HAHA . terima kasih la byk2 ye .. kelakar la you all nih ! :p

sgtsgt la buhhh-duhh !

you want to know the truth rite ? 

SUMPAH aku tak pnh jeles ngn korg .

 buhh-duhhhh stuuu-peee-duhhhh :P

HA-HA-HEEEEE

i don't know why sejak akhir2 ni ade je yg tak kne. mcm i always dipersalahkan. & kdg2 terasa hati ape yg org tu ckp. pnh skali ade la jgak terbaca blog 'tat gurl' tu.. yea, mmg aku dlu pnh ade kne mgena ngn boyfriend budak tu. aku pon tak tau la ape yg bf dia pnh ckp pape psl aku kt dia. kdg2 kt post dia tu mcm someting yg ade kne mngena ngn aku & then mcm dia perli aku. ape lg nih ? ape lg slh aku? knpe aku asyek terus dipersalahkn ? sometimes i think , its not fair to someone tat tak brape nk bersalah terus kne hukuman demi hukuman sorg2. not fair rite ? seriusly, psl hal ni mmg aku taknak and takkan bkak cte lg even di mata bf dia, aku yg bersalah. bg aku, story bout me and him dh lme aku tanam kt dlm kubur. siap letak batu nesan lg. hehe..even one day si dia tu mntk pnjelasan dr aku psl sume nih, aku dh berjanji aku takkan bukak lg cte psl nih. hrp maklum! kt blog aku pon dh x byk psl dia. byk yg aku dh buang. buat ape nk simpan lg if dia mmg dh x de kne mgena ngn aku?

*p/s : its so hard to pretend smile but at the same time , we hurt rite ?  

READ READ AND READ . . . .

Before you hurt others,  
Hurt yourself first.
It will make you wise.
Before you love yourself,
Try to love others first.
It will make you perfect.

~~~

You have the power that hurts.  
He has the love that heals.
I have the light that sees.
God has the Compassion that feels

~~~

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme,  
How is it possible for me
To hurt the ones
That I love deeply?
"My child, here is the proof
That you do not actually love them."

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme,
Now tell me,
Do I not sincerely and deeply
Love You, my Supreme?
Why do You then hurt me so often,
If not always?  

"My child, My child,
Go beyond, far beyond,
The boundaries of your futile mind.
Then you will have the answer
From Me."
My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

~~~

No matter how intensely you love God  
In His own Way,
You will never get hurt.
But if you love God in your own way,
At every moment you will get hurt.

cantiknye ayat dia . . 

familyday hj labada'

yahoo, finally dpt jgak pegi family day kt cherating. agak best la event yg dorg buad.. tmpt yg dorg kasi pon, not bad.. ade pntai, homestay, kre okay la tu kan.. 

so, cmtu la. ngatkan x rmai yg dtg, rpenye rmai jgak sdare2 aku an? yg x knl pon bole jd knl..malu gle..cmne ntah fasiha bole jd pemalu.. haha

so, this is some pic yg telah aku curi dr album familyday.. hehehe

BBQ... huhuu...

 yg ni mse taaruf. taaruf mean, perkenalkan diri.. mle2 pon aku x tau taaruf tu ape.. hehe.. family blah ktorg x rmai yg dtg.. msing2 busy kot.. hmm..

oppss opsss.. cehh, sempat cuci mte.. tgok tu mamat yg pkai cap biru tuu.. mle2, pehhh, jgn ckp ar.. mmg sombong nk mati. jeling pon x.. pndg sblh mte pon x.. if pndg sblh mte pon kre dh oke daa.. eee, ape sey prangai ?? engatkan macho sgt!!! blah ah..

tp kan kan, sjak yg sukan mse pagi sbtu uw kan ,dia dh start senyum2 tau tau.. haha, bkn nk prasan la. tp knyataan oke. and yg x bole tahannye, mse mkn tgh hari tu la. aku g amek nasi, dia pon sebok kt blkg aku.. aku g amek air, tgok2 je dia dh kt blkg aku.. sjak ble dia mncul aku pon x tau.. pstu nk mkn mnghadap aku lak tuh.. peh, x psl2 time mkn kne control cun lak.. hadoii ! and mse nk balik tuh, aku nmpk dia toleh kt aku.. mmndangkan dia jauh dr aku, ni la mse nye aku pndg dia lme2.. haha. lme jgak la ktorg tenung2.. pstuu,, dia terus msuk homestay dia. shitt ! cpt la kluaa, dh nk gerakk balik da nih! my dad dh start enjin, tgal nk msok kete je.. peh, geram betolla! dh msok kete je, aku smpat tgok blkg, nmpk dia klua pkai cap..  dia ngintai dr pintu & mayb tgok aku dh jln , dia terus masuk dlm.. so sad... slmt tinggal romeo :'/ 

fyi, aku x suka org yg sombong but knpe aku bole ske cara dia? huhh !

miss that moment !

>haih, ble tgok gmbr nih mcm rndu pulak kt kwn2 rk taon lps.. & rndu mse trip nih.. mmg best ! aii, ble la nk g trip lg lps nih ? tp kwn2 4m3 taon nih pon best ! sume nye jenaka2. ade je lawak yg diorg buad. lg2 aksi si fiet td, ade ke ptot dia buad mke mcm cikgu halimah? haha. dh mcm kembar siam den tgok..yg daq2 cina lak, x hbs2 nyanyi la, ape la.. kalo suara mcm siwon x pe la jugak. *nak jugak mnyelit nme siwon.. hehe. hrp2 sgt before hbs skola taon dpn nty, dpt g trip bsme ngn 4m3/10 .. & mmg teringin sgt nk buad baju klas ktorg. khas utk daq2 engineering. bole wt kenangan kn?..but x terluah la pulak. hee.. malu la nk ckp. kihkihkih..

okay, hari nie last paper yg memeningkan.. tgal paper LK jhe. LK ? ala, bole jela kot . x blaja pon bole buad.. pndg jela jiran sblh, ape ssh ? board kn besar. mcm x biasa lak style2 mniru ni.. bkn nye sala kot.tiru sunat la..haha.. td paper TK okay jela kot. ktorg dok blkg so sng la nk buad aktiviti tiru sunat. yg aku ngn huda ni pulak asyek ktawa x henti2 . ape ntah yg ktorg gelakkn. org laen mke bkerut jwp soalan, yg ktorg ni bole ktawa2 pulak. x ke weird nme nye ?? ble msing2 dh senyap je, ntah knape aku teringat balek time aksi kelaka ktorg td. x psl2 aku ktawa sorg2.. ckgu dh tgok semacam. agak2 dia pk laen x? hadoii! x psl2 nt ckgu cop aku nie budak hosp permai ke ? ouhhh tidakk !!!


          seriusly td geram gle ngn pkcik bas, x kn la x nmpk ktorg lmbai2? mata letak kt kaki ke ? x psl2 kne tgal bas n then kne naek teksi. eiiii, hangen 1 bdn btolla ngn pkcik bas tuh. phuii ! so, mse tgu teksi tuhh ktorg lepak2 la kt tngga jjantas.. ttiba ternmpk toyota vios kale putih lalu. ouhh my favourite car! yg si huda pulak nmpk kete suzuki swift favourite dia tuh.. kete fevret aku betol2 blkg kete fevret huda. mmg senyum mmnjang la ktorg.. haha !  teringat mse smlm, mazda3 lalu betol2 dpn skola. smpai ke dpn aku tgok kete tuh. ha, tu lg 1 my favourite car..agaknye sbln skali dpt tgok kete tuh. siez, ssh gle nk jmpe kete tuh . 1 dlm 1000 je kot yg pkai. mahal bebeno ke kete tu ? ish3, baru nk suro parents belikan. haha. hangan2 taik unta jela cik fasiha oiii... x pyh la den nk brangan..!


uhh == geram gle ngn abg aku.. kata 1 ary je betolkan fon aku tp asal smpai 3 ary ? bia betol gomo ni ? eishh bosan betol x de fon.. ntah ape jd kat fon tu ntah.. waduh waduhh ! tulun tulunnn , cannot breath without henfonnn !!!! dh bpe hari tnpe henfon. biarlah.. x de mknenye org nk cari aku. if ade yg cari, ppndai cari sndiri ye ?? huhuhuu.. kesian ! lg2 si dia tu.. kihkihkih..

huhhh !!!

finally, dpt jgak aku on9.. stelah sekian lama aku mmendam rasa gara2 EXAM !!! fuhhh , semangat ! so lps ni tgal paper TK and LK saje .. coolllll !
i don know why sejak akhir2 ni asyek pning2 pale jhe. pnh skali mse kt skola tuh, mmg berdenyut gle pale.. & mggu lps, saket yg dh lme x dtg tuh dtg balek.. apesal ntah. sejak aku mkn ubat bbrape bln yg lps, dh lme saket tu x de. ttibe mggu lps ade lak.. hmm.. aku ni saket ape cnanye ? aku mls nk ngadu kt mak aku, ckop la ary tu dh ngadu n dh jmpe dokte, dokte ckp kne dtg lg skali wt test *** .. tp smpai skrg aku x pegi. takot la .. heee.. biar je la, smpai mse aku dh x tahan, baru pegi kot.. gile agaknye ??? so what !


love story==
okayy.. skrg NO MORE LOVE in my life!! seriusly! bg aku, solo is simple.. x pyh pning pale.. my new prinsip; bercinta pd yg sudi, berkasih pd yg syg.. kalo org tu betol2 syg kt kita, x pyh nk dirisaukan.. but if org tu dh x ske kt kte, buad la 1001 kebaikan skalipun, org tu tetap x kn pndg kte.. so? come on la ! buang mse pk psl tuh.. cinta dtg dgn sndiri.. betol x? so, kisah cinta zaman silam aku, dh lme aku buang jauh2..byk sgt luka..ok, BYE ! eh jap2 , kata no more love but tg. zafuan hakimi ?? cmne pulak ? hmm.. biarla, if ade jodoh ade laa.. mls la nk pk..agak terpikat jgk la ngn dia time ktorg sme2 g dinner tuh. smart ! but.... sokayy laa, i said no more love rite? so, no more love la.. seriusly, he make me smile again.. :)
tengs TZH.. i appreciate it !