i don't know why sejak akhir2 ni ade je yg tak kne. mcm i always dipersalahkan. & kdg2 terasa hati ape yg org tu ckp. pnh skali ade la jgak terbaca blog 'tat gurl' tu.. yea, mmg aku dlu pnh ade kne mgena ngn boyfriend budak tu. aku pon tak tau la ape yg bf dia pnh ckp pape psl aku kt dia. kdg2 kt post dia tu mcm someting yg ade kne mngena ngn aku & then mcm dia perli aku. ape lg nih ? ape lg slh aku? knpe aku asyek terus dipersalahkn ? sometimes i think , its not fair to someone tat tak brape nk bersalah terus kne hukuman demi hukuman sorg2. not fair rite ? seriusly, psl hal ni mmg aku taknak and takkan bkak cte lg even di mata bf dia, aku yg bersalah. bg aku, story bout me and him dh lme aku tanam kt dlm kubur. siap letak batu nesan lg. hehe..even one day si dia tu mntk pnjelasan dr aku psl sume nih, aku dh berjanji aku takkan bukak lg cte psl nih. hrp maklum! kt blog aku pon dh x byk psl dia. byk yg aku dh buang. buat ape nk simpan lg if dia mmg dh x de kne mgena ngn aku?

*p/s : its so hard to pretend smile but at the same time , we hurt rite ?  

READ READ AND READ . . . .

Before you hurt others,  
Hurt yourself first.
It will make you wise.
Before you love yourself,
Try to love others first.
It will make you perfect.

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You have the power that hurts.  
He has the love that heals.
I have the light that sees.
God has the Compassion that feels

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My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme,  
How is it possible for me
To hurt the ones
That I love deeply?
"My child, here is the proof
That you do not actually love them."

My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme,
Now tell me,
Do I not sincerely and deeply
Love You, my Supreme?
Why do You then hurt me so often,
If not always?  

"My child, My child,
Go beyond, far beyond,
The boundaries of your futile mind.
Then you will have the answer
From Me."
My Supreme, my Supreme, my Supreme!

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No matter how intensely you love God  
In His own Way,
You will never get hurt.
But if you love God in your own way,
At every moment you will get hurt.

cantiknye ayat dia . .